Masa Lalu

Aku bahagia saat mengenang masa masa indah saat bersamamu..
Meski akhirnya aku akan menangis..
Saat aku sadari kenyataan bahwa kini aku telah kehilanganmu..
Dalam kekecewaan aku selalu merindukanmu..
Dalam perihnya rasa sakit hatiku masih mencintaimu..

Andai aku bisa memilih..
Takan ku pilih jalan hidup yang seperti ini..
Aku ingin selalu merasakan kebahagiaan..
Seperti saat kau masih bersamaku..
Jika aku bisa meminta..
Aku ngin waktu yang lebih lama denganmu..
Karena aku sungguh mencintaimu..
Dan masih mencintaimu..
Namun kini cintaku telah terbalut rasa kecewa..
Dan rasa sakit yang da dihati ku saat kamu bersamanya

Sekarang aku udah pergi jauh darimu..
Menghapus semua rasa dalam hatiku..
Dan berhenti mengharapkanmu..
Karena kamu tak pernah mau mengerti akan perasaanku..
Namun rasa rinduku padamu..
Masih selalu menghantui dan tak mau pergi..
yang membuatku lemah dan tak mampu melupakanmu..

Mungkin inilah balasan atas rasa cintaku..
Dalam kesunyian harus ku nikmati rasa perihku Sendiri..
Dan aku hanya mampu berharap..
Kebahagiaan menghampiriku..
Suatu saat nanti..

Aku sangat mencintaimu

Hang out

IF THIS WAS A MOVIE

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories baby
Thinkin bout everything we've been through
Maybe i've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing
Cause nothing like this ever happened to them
Now I'm pacing down the hall
Chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me
Nothings gonna change not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til i came out
Come back come back come back to me like

You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you're out there if you're somewhere if you're moving on
I've be waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And i just wanna see you back at my front door
And i'd say

Come back come back come back to me like
You would before you said its not that easy
Before the fight before i locked you out
But i'd take it all back now

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til i came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby what about the ending
Oh i thought you'd be here by now oh ohh ohh ohh
That you'd be here by now